In a bit of pain... Well, quite a bit to be honest. But the worst bit really is not having the Micra. I've been provided with a courtesy car, a brand new 1.2 Corsa... and its poo! First off, considering it is classed as a small car, its massive, it's the size of a Ford Focus or bigger!? It is also just so gutless though, much slower than my 1L Micra, and just so cumbersome to drive, feel really detatched from everything.
Only good points to that car are...
Air Con - which I've never had before and is fuppin awesome!
That new car smell which I think every man is programmed to love...
And as it is a new car, everything is so smooth and sleek, like the gearbox...
Honestly though, If I was offered this brand new Corsa to keep for free (What do they cost, about £15K) or 15 x £1K Micras... I'd take the micras everytime!...
But the accident has had a massive effect on me, everytime I drive now I am worried about being rear ended again, constantly watching my mirrors and waiting for that noise again. Even start on the brakes like 3 times sooner than I normally would just to be sure people know I'm braking. In my head I just constantly hear the noise it made when I was hit over and over again. I don't even remember feeling the crash, it was the noise... I don't know if this is just me being really over careful because I'm driving a courtesy car, or whether I am in some way like mentally damaged nowwhich seems so weird to say butthere is something in my brain now and I can't relax or enjoy driving at all now...