aye cheapas chips, tis why I'm goin
and in terms of askin girls, I dunno why I even bother cos it never works n just leads to hurt. tried asking if she wanna come to trackday but she had a long day & when she mention she was gonna go with her lad, thats an obvious alarm bell and unconcious way of saying no basically. I always knew asking a taken lass will never work but meh I tried, was inevitable.
we may as well hang out with vegetables at this rate lol.
gawd I wish my brain had a turn off switch cos all this imaginery anxiety stuff serves no point cos in the end it never works out, I'm sure I suffer from anxiety of some sort.
whilst imaginations gr8 for design engineering stuff, it sucks for everything else in life n holds us back.
I need to forget about women which has made me unhappy and get on with life n stuff that makes me happy like cars, 3d printers, engineering, making stuff, fixing stuff.
