cheers.
things were previously pretty calm with work, car, home playing on ps3, up till i got this turbo oppurtunity and now i'm on full afterburn motivated by passion to complete this project 
tis hard work coming home and can't wait to work on it but tires me out when i finish at midnight exhausted although its satisfying watching it progress. not gonna push myself cos there's no deadline anymore, just gradually work on getting things ready at my own pace till i feel its time.